It's good to know that people don't think like me about me.  I mean, if other people thought like me about me, I probably wouldn't be here.  I probably would have...  Disappeared years ago.  But they don't, and that's what has kept me around for so long.  Though I may hate myself at the best of times, I know that people around me don't feel the same (for the most part) and have saved me from myself more than once.  I know I don't say it enough, but I love you guys.  I really do.  Thank you so much for giving me this life, for making me realize it's worth living after all.  Thank you, from the deepest part of my heart and tarnished soul.  Thank you, thank you, thank you <3